tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-51841902011-10-02T06:03:05.446-07:00Looking at the Inside from OrbitMy blog, what else?Bonoreply@blogger.comBlogger1121100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1155074117520413692006-08-08T14:50:00.000-07:002006-08-08T14:55:41.043-07:00DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE SUFFERING SUFFERING SUFFERING SUFFERINGPAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAINENVY ENVY ENVY ENVY ENVYGLUTTON GLUTTON GLUTTON GLUTTONEVIL EVIL EVIL EVIL EVIL EVIL EVILGREED GREED GREED GREED GREEDLUST LUST LUST LUST LUSTANGUISH ANGUISH ANGUISH ANGUISHFEAR FEAR FEAR FEARVENGEANCE VENGEANCE VENGEANCE VENGENCETORTURE TORTUREHATE HATE HATEBonoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1142543410982222122006-03-16T13:06:00.000-08:002006-03-16T13:10:10.993-08:00Figures as much, out of all the hundreds of millions of people surfing the internet, not one person saw that last entry and cared enough to leave me a message to save a life. Pretty pathetic. I think google needs to have some kind of blog scanner so I can save people like me who are depressed and blog about it. Then it can find help for those people and really do something good for society. It's Bonoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1142479234737339992006-03-15T19:14:00.000-08:002006-03-15T19:20:34.750-08:00Another useless post. What are the chances anyone is going to read this? The internet is all full of crap like this. It's like if I said someone reply to this post or else I'm going to jump off a bridge. Someone save me.Tonight I was so sad, I just sat around and cried. NOt for a long time but long enough. I'm passing through a phase of depression, the phase of indifference. Only a tiny hope is Bonoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1139815254781271112006-02-12T23:17:00.000-08:002006-02-12T23:23:37.153-08:00Heard this comedian on the radio the other day, very funny talking about blogs. Where people are like, don't talk to me, you want to know me read my blog. LOL.Anyhow, Love is like a Nuclear reaction, interesting metaphor right. It's a reaction that if gone uncontrolled will lead to meltdown, but if you control it right and harvest the energy, it can sustain u and keep you stronger pretty much Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1139467787672109532006-02-08T22:48:00.000-08:002006-02-12T23:22:10.896-08:00Feel so damn sad. I'm not dying, I'm not in a daze. I can still get up in the morning and drive and do regular things. Just that I'm not happy about doing it, I don't feel alive. It's like walking around with the rain cloud constantly dumping rain on your head. If won't kill you but it sure as hell doesn't help.On another note...sometimes when you grow up you wise up to the world. People can do Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1121843797623359842005-07-18T00:15:00.000-07:002005-07-20T00:16:37.626-07:00The world is indeed a screwed up place, full of deceit, lies, and more lies. Trickery, fraud, falsifications in all aspects of life. Emotionally, financially, spiritually...what does it all lead to? Doom probably.Bonoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1111875550288329742005-03-26T14:18:00.000-08:002005-03-26T14:19:10.290-08:00Way to becoming a millionaire...http://money.cnn.com/2005/03/24/pf/millionaire/rp_daveandanniehall/index.htm?cnn=yesBonoreply@blogger.com32tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1111685159538143912005-03-24T09:24:00.000-08:002005-03-24T09:25:59.540-08:00????????????????????? ??????? ??? ???????????? ??????? ??? ????????? ??? ???? ??????? ?? ??????? ????????? ???? ???? ?????????? ????? ?????????????? ???? ???? ?????????? ????? ???? ?????????? ??????? ?????????? ????? ?????? ?????????? ?? ??? ???? ???????????? ???? ????????? ???? ???? ?????????? ????? ?????????????? ???? ???? ????? ?????????? ???? ?????????? ?????? ????? ??????????? ?????? ????? ?Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1108874217470384182005-02-19T20:36:00.000-08:002005-02-19T20:36:57.473-08:00A Love That Will LastMy favourite song of the moment by Renee Olstead. I want a little something moreDon’t want the middle or the one beforeI don’t desire a complicated pastI want a love that will lastSay that you love meSay I’m the oneDon’t kiss and hug meAnd then try to runI don’t do dramaMy tears don’t fall fastI want a love that will lastI don’t want just a memoryGive me foreverDon’t even Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1106959341085062252005-01-28T16:38:00.000-08:002006-02-12T23:23:08.216-08:00Really sad day today. Sometimes you just have to do what you have to do whether you like it or not....all for the greater good. I think today was probably one of the saddest days of my life. Not THE saddest but in the top 10 or so.Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1106419215694507442005-01-22T10:31:00.000-08:002006-02-12T23:22:49.313-08:00The Strangest Dream of My LifeI cant even begin to explain it but let me try and write down everything I can before it's too late and I forget it all. You know the moment you wake up is the moment you start forgetting...So this dream is all first person POV..Im looking out thru my own eyes..All I know is that some how I've lost my mind..like I've had a mental break down or something and I'm Bonoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1106099343423994112005-01-18T17:47:00.000-08:002006-02-12T23:22:31.636-08:00In Hindsight....Remember a few months ago there was a big fuss about oh no the sky is falling there aren't enough flu shots...Now it's like way to go media crying wolf...hospitals are like "Everyone who wants one can get one or else they have to be all thrown away"A380!!!Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1105221091235450002005-01-07T13:46:00.000-08:002005-01-08T13:51:31.236-08:00When do you have "enough?"
Do you ever wonder when is enough? It is enough to make $50,000? or $80,000, or $500,000?
Is it enough for your friends and family to love you for who you are, or what you are?
Is it enough that you've reached your goals or do you need new goals?
When is something enough?
I guess every entry here has some kind of moral or theme. And the theme today is that you needBonoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1105146851757850832005-01-06T17:13:00.000-08:002005-01-07T17:28:26.863-08:00Celine Dion - I know what love is
I was forgotten
Until you called my name
Lost in the shadows
Until you shined your light my way
Now I believe again
In all my dreams again
I'm wide eyed and innocent
Those doubting days
Are so far away and oh
(chorus)
I will fall
And you will catch me always
Time has taught me this
I will fly
And you'll be there to guide me
Straight up to my Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1105146819349483472005-01-06T17:11:00.000-08:002005-01-07T17:28:56.723-08:00"My Happy Ending"
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1105147232450488012005-01-01T22:18:00.000-08:002005-01-07T17:20:32.450-08:00Welcome the New Year.
A new year is a time for new hopes and new dreams. It's also a time to reflect back on the prior year and let go of old hopes and dreams. To see what can be accomplished and what needs to be accomplished.
This year is different from most. For one I have a solid plan of what needs to be accomplished this year. It is promising and I am hopeful for a new start. Past couples Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1105221765668304932004-12-20T13:52:00.000-08:002005-01-08T14:08:48.066-08:00Daily Cal to the rescue.
http://www.dailycal.org/article.php?id=17057
http://www.dailycal.org/article.php?id=16930Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1097192873477106912004-12-08T16:47:00.000-08:002005-01-07T17:09:38.600-08:00Trust No One.....Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1097192136648683102004-10-07T16:35:00.000-07:002004-10-08T10:45:29.896-07:00Happy Birthday!!Bonoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1097191939951412632004-10-06T16:21:00.000-07:002004-10-07T16:38:53.240-07:00I'm thinking about creating a new blog, a secret one of course only to be opened upon my death...blog is more of a personal therapy rather than letting people read about it. Plus you know every person has to keep secrets..I try to not have too many but I feel I'm left without choice but to keep secrets...else alot of people would have their lives become alot worse if I told them what I knew.
Bonoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1095317935532126252004-09-15T23:58:00.000-07:002004-09-15T23:58:55.533-07:00Happy Birthday ML!Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1094593008487462102004-09-07T14:31:00.000-07:002004-09-07T14:36:48.486-07:00Favors...
Today's topic is about favors...why people ask do I tend to help others out when there's no reasonable expectation of getting anything back. Well this is why, mostly because favors are priceless. I don't let people borrow money, that's a special and rare case. But time and manpower, those in my mind are priceless.
What's it worth to you to have a friend help you move? Help you look atBonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1094157500615830242004-09-02T10:59:00.000-07:002004-09-02T13:38:20.616-07:00I was having this dream last night where I showed up for a test but I didn't study at all, there were 5 questions and I didn't know anything. But one of my friends in the class passes me his notes sheet and says here get the answers from me. But I was like nah that's not right, I'm just gonna go the the professor I don't know anything on here and be upfront about it. Unexpectedly, I started Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1094064581867882092004-09-01T11:49:00.000-07:002004-09-01T11:49:41.866-07:00Life sucks...but would you prefer to be dead?Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1094063120031246112004-09-01T11:24:00.000-07:002004-09-01T11:25:20.033-07:00Still alive...but barely barely. It's like I'm down to 25 health and it's flashing red.Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1092294410469892212004-08-11T23:39:00.000-07:002004-08-12T00:06:50.470-07:00Fading Like A Flower
In a time where the sun descends alone
I ran a long long way from home
To find a heart that’s made of stone
I will try, I just need a little time
To get your face right out of my mind
To see the world through different eyes
Every time I see you oh I try to hide away
But when we meet it seems I can’t let go
Every time you leave the room I feel I’m fading like a flower
Tell meBonoreply@blogger.com15tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1083137580850540082004-04-28T00:33:00.000-07:002004-04-28T00:37:09.216-07:00Maroon 5 - This Love
I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart
This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
I tried my best to feed Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1082674803544144822004-04-22T16:00:00.000-07:002004-04-22T16:04:05.280-07:00So I said to her....prepare toi a l'avoir bien profondement!Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1082622152234137962004-04-22T01:22:00.000-07:002004-04-22T01:26:32.950-07:00Gosh I need to keep this thing up to date. Past that 15 day deadline. All these people probably thought I was dead. Perhaps I should extend that to 30 days. Yeah, 30 days with no blog on top of another 30 days so that's 60 days.
Ever get lost in thought? I find that while most of the people in the world don't think enough, there are a few that think too much and too deep. Don't take life so Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1080118553033564552004-03-24T00:55:00.000-08:002004-03-24T00:59:14.873-08:00Oops forgot that 15 day rule again..sorry to those of you that thought I was dead...
"Let's go get the shit kicked out of us by love."Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1077264695295412832004-02-20T00:11:00.000-08:002004-02-20T00:14:14.106-08:00There is no rain that does not stop.Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1076958259097632052004-02-16T11:04:00.000-08:002004-02-16T11:06:53.340-08:00Here's an interesting read...
http://www.mit.edu/people/mikeho/janelok.shtmlBonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1076559225825234792004-02-11T20:13:00.000-08:002004-02-11T20:16:13.780-08:00College Donations.
Seriously, what is the deal with these college fundraisers? Why don't they just have bake sales. If you're going to call me up, you think college taught me nothing as to be so stupid as to give away my money over the phone? Since when did colleges become telemarketers??? I signed up to be on the NOCALL list!!!!
I love how they try and get you all comfortable, asking about howBonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1076558833011964312004-02-11T20:07:00.000-08:002004-02-24T02:10:30.280-08:00Eating Healthy
Junk food vs. non-junk food - our world is full of what I call junk food. Everyone knows smoking is bad. One cig is like 8.5 mins you don't live. So obviously many people don't smoke. But what about junk food..chips, fast food, soda. We all eat these yet they are equally deadly.
True junk food isn't addciting but the average person with a bit of common sense knows that junk food Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1075792271440837002004-02-02T23:11:00.000-08:002004-02-02T23:13:27.653-08:00Ok, just made it before 15 days....still alive oh freaking yay let's celefreakingbrate.Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1074600182675484332004-01-18T16:02:00.000-08:002004-01-20T04:05:00.763-08:00The past is gone, yet it lives forever...Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1074325873215792172004-01-16T23:51:00.000-08:002004-01-16T23:53:07.250-08:00I'm in LA. Reach me at 408 705-7156Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1074600227393191352004-01-16T18:03:00.000-08:002004-01-20T04:06:15.043-08:00Happy Bday MBonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1074036482070770542004-01-13T15:28:00.000-08:002004-01-13T15:29:51.250-08:00Do you ever have one of those days or weeks where you say to yourself 'what else can go wrong?' and before you know it you have an answer 'ok, now i know.'
Becareful what you wish for cuz you might just get it and when you do, it'll be a whole lot different then the picture on the box.Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1074046760333178822004-01-12T18:18:00.000-08:002004-01-13T19:39:53.890-08:00You know the other day I had a dream, about someone from my past. Do you think dreams can possibly foretell the future? If so, my future is about to get real interesting with someone from the past...Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1073613670341395792004-01-08T18:01:00.000-08:002004-01-13T18:28:28.123-08:00Title - Chasing Time
Plot Summary:
Back in post WW2, two lovers, Micheal and Sonja are separated by the Berlin Wall. The only way they can hope to find each other is to become secret agents, espionage. By working for their governments, each is allowed the opportunity to infiltrate the other side and thus search for each other. Unfortuantely, each is assigned the same mission (ie. they are on Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1073613588427644562004-01-08T17:59:00.000-08:002004-01-08T18:01:30.733-08:00CNN.com - Woman drops lawsuit to stop lottery payout - Jan. 8, 2004
Yeah so seriously, I lost my lottery ticket too!!!!! And I'm saying that for my family too and all the poor people who would have benefitted cuz I would have donated my lottery winnings!!! But guess now those poor kids won't have anything.Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1073587559427356332004-01-08T10:45:00.000-08:002004-01-08T10:47:41.500-08:00Nightmare....
For those of you who know me, my dreams are in extreme detail, color, surround sound, with text and pictures. So I'm on this United flight to Taipei with a stop over in Tokyo. I'm looking out the window and we're decending thru some clouds and all of the sudden, the plane is banking at 45 degrees while going into the ground at 45 degrees. So basically this isn't really cool. We Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1073529061194520162004-01-07T18:31:00.000-08:002004-01-07T18:32:42.590-08:00Oh what was I going to say, there's been a new demand that as a New Year's Resolution I need to make more blog entries. Ok consider it DONE.
2004. I think by most conventional measures this year isn't starting out great. Take for example 5 mins after midnight I broke a horse statue at home. And that's just for starters. It's kind of like 3mins into the football game you've fumbled the kickoff, Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1073528478921654052004-01-07T18:21:00.000-08:002004-01-07T18:23:00.530-08:00Got my VIP membership!!!!Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1072087507684220052003-12-22T02:05:00.000-08:002003-12-22T02:06:27.450-08:00Still alive....Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1071021734406768052003-12-09T18:02:00.000-08:002003-12-09T18:03:41.360-08:00Isn't the Daily Cal just great?
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Morpheus: I'm trying to free your mind.
Bo: Enough of this crap, let's jump.
Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1069655032850455522003-11-23T22:23:00.000-08:002003-11-23T22:24:34.263-08:00Nsync - This I Promise You
The visions around you
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surrounds you
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength
I'll give you hope
Keepin' your faith when it's gold
The one you should call
standing here all alone
Chorus:
And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is throughBonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1069654780300826422003-11-23T22:19:00.000-08:002003-11-23T22:20:21.763-08:00I Need You - Leann Rimes
I don't need a lot of things,
I can get by with nothing
Of all the blessings life can bring,
I've always needed something
But I've got all I want
When it comes to loving you
You're my only reason,
You're my only truth
[chorus]
I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From Heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1069471462625978492003-11-21T19:24:00.000-08:002003-11-21T19:25:01.216-08:00Fallen - Sarah Mclachlan
Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1068947220478339462003-11-15T17:47:00.000-08:002003-11-15T17:47:30.810-08:00Barely Breathing - Duncan Sheik
I know what you're doing
I see it all too clear
I only taste the saline when I kiss away your tears
You really had me going, wishing on a star
But the black holes that surround you are heavier by far
I believed in your confusion, you were so completely torn
It must've been that yesterday was the day that i was born
There's not much to examine, there's nothing Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1068230171514722032003-11-07T10:36:00.000-08:002003-11-07T10:36:31.216-08:00The Next People's Revolt
Read an interesting article today regarding the class warfare in China. As with all developing countries, you have people who live in poverty and people who have come across sudden wealth.
You have people from the countryside who come to the cities working as domestic help for $50 a month. Of which they probably send about $30 bucks back home (converted for US dollars).Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1068143700514298992003-11-06T10:35:00.000-08:002003-11-06T10:35:18.920-08:00Shania Twain - I'm Gonna Getcha Good
Let's go!
Don't wantcha for the weekend, don't wantcha for a night
I'm only interested if I can have you for life, yeah
Uh, I know I sound serious and baby I am
You're a fine piece of real estate, and I'm gonna get me some land
Oh, yeah
So, don't try to run honey, love can be fun
There's no need to be alone when you find that someone
[Chorus:]
(I'm gonna Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1068016050439891922003-11-04T23:07:00.000-08:002003-11-04T23:07:47.310-08:00Have you ever wondered, in this age of technology, you can still easily lose touch with people. I'm not saying go chase the ghosts of the past, but it occurred to me there are a couple people I have been totally unable to find no matter how hard I try. The are literally offline ghosts in a digital age....
Anyways, there are a couple people I need to find and I'm not talk about classmates.com, Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1068012534689593722003-11-04T22:08:00.000-08:002003-11-04T22:09:11.483-08:00>>> ÈçºÎÚAµÃÅ®È˵ÄÐÄ
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I saw you from across the room
Shining in red apart from the rest
May I have this first dance?
The moment I looked in your eyes
My heart was in too deep
As the night ended and we said our goodbyes
I longed for you all night in my sleep
Chorus:
Oh baby seeing you on the dancing floor
Holding you close and wanting more
Gliding across the ballroom as one
Bringing So much Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1067839150251650532003-11-02T21:59:00.000-08:002003-11-02T23:33:55.983-08:00Let me see if I can write a little song with a chorus
Haunting Love
A time not long ago
A girl told me she loved me so
Suddenly it all changed
I had to let her go
Chorus
Memories haunt at night
The sadness overshadows the light
A love that never fades
Darkness moving among shades
Whispers in my ear
Turning around and she's not there
Feeling her by my side
Imagination from inside
Chorus
I Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1067794217745132452003-11-02T09:30:00.000-08:002003-11-02T23:34:07.593-08:00If I Had One Wish
If I had but one wish
Not wish for world peace
Not wish for the end of hunger
Only wish I want true
Is for her to love and complete me
Take away the sadness and blues
The past is behind
Sorrow and bad times
Someone to hold
Someone to hug
A hand to grab
A face to touch
My life is my own
Empty when alone
Far apart now
Drifting away
A kite on a string
An angel in the sky
Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1067793332522379782003-11-02T09:15:00.000-08:002003-11-02T23:34:20.153-08:00Everytime - Janet Jackson
I'm afraid I'm starting to feel
What I said I would not do
The last time really hurt me
I'm scared to fall in love
Afraid to love so fast
Cuz everytime I fall in love
It seems to never last
CHORUS:
But every time your love is near
And every time I'm filled with fear
Cuz every time I see your face
My heart does begin to race everytime
One half wants me to go
One half Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1068100690619040862003-11-01T22:34:00.000-08:002003-11-05T22:38:28.326-08:00Mariah Carey - Someday
You were so blind to let me go
You had it all but did not know
No one you'll find will ever be
Closer to all your dreams than me
Believing the grass would be greener
You told yourself, "I just don't need her now"
But I know you'll soon discover
You're never satisfied with any other
(Chorus:)
Someday
Ooh, someday
One you gave away
Will be the only one you're Bonoreply@blogger.com38tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1067583306898611142003-10-30T22:55:00.000-08:002003-10-30T22:55:17.293-08:00Ok the big moment is here...again standard policy...if this entry is the last thing you see for 15 consecutive days...well you know the rest.Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1067402835305103042003-10-28T20:47:00.000-08:002003-10-28T20:47:22.450-08:00Dido - "See The Sun"
I'm comin' 'round to open the blinds
You can't hide here any longer
My God you need to rinse those puffy eyes
You can't last here any longer
And yes they'll ask you where you've been
And you'll have to tell them again and again
And you probably don't want to hear tomorrow's another day
Well I promise you you'll see the sun again
And you're asking me why pain's the Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1067104380798269782003-10-25T10:53:00.000-07:002003-10-25T10:53:03.153-07:00So you've heard the story about the guy who jumped off of Niagara Falls and lived. The first person ever without a life vest or in a barrel or whatever. Just walked over the railing and took the plunge. He just felt like it, spur of the moment thing.
Some people have said hey this guy is crazy. I dunno. In a way I could see why he did it and why it's not entirely wrong. The guy is in his 40s, noBonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1066973205259201632003-10-23T22:26:00.000-07:002003-10-23T22:26:45.130-07:00Test: If this message remains the last message posted for more than 15 consecutive days. That means either I'm dead or severely incapacitated.Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1066972780543452632003-10-23T22:19:00.000-07:002003-10-23T22:19:40.496-07:00"Seeing them together was like watching lightning."
I've been having a bit of a debate with myself lately (yeah among other exciting things) ...(wait so does that mean all people who blog are really lonely and need to talk to themselves?) continuing.... is that is what's meant to be? Cuz obviously if it is then it must be meant to be cuz if it's not meant to be then it can't be right? Things Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1066844364838338712003-10-22T10:39:00.000-07:002003-10-22T10:39:28.376-07:00A couple songs from 90s Australia mates...!
Wendy Matthews - The Day You Went Away
Hey, does it ever make you wonder
what's on my mind
I, I was only ever running to your side
I never cried, I just watched my life go by
It's just a pack of lies,
'cause you're leaving me behind
Why, after this long is there nothing
I'll keep, oh, I can shout
you'll pretend you're falling asleep
I live a lie, yeahBonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1066802583201684652003-10-21T23:03:00.000-07:002003-10-21T23:03:03.333-07:00Celine Dion - Think Twice
Don't think I can't feel there's something wrong
You've been the sweetest part of my life so long
I look in your eyes, there's a distant light
And you and I know there'll be a storm tonight
This is getting serious
Are you thinking 'bout you or us
Don't say what you're about to say
Look back before you leave my life
Be sure before you close that door
Before you roll Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1066451533293493952003-10-17T21:32:00.000-07:002003-10-17T21:32:13.003-07:00I've made a major discovery. Why do nice guys turn into bad boy jerks? Well, nice guys rarely get the girl, and when that happens nice guys appear to see the failure of being nice and henceforth if being nice doesn't work then you have to do the opposite right? Being bad. But being bad ends up not helping you get the girl and she just dumps you, same as being good. So being bad or good yields theBonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1066330808172361782003-10-16T12:00:00.000-07:002003-10-16T12:00:08.280-07:00Ever have one of those days where you are just feeling down and you don't even know why? Call it boredom or just a lack of anything special. Not depression but not excitement. How would the world be any different if I wasn't around?
So I don't know what's the deal with people who can't keep a simple appointment. Like you just called 2hrs ago and now you don't show up and don't even have the Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1066241972015681492003-10-15T11:19:00.000-07:002003-10-15T11:19:31.870-07:00At least something is going right on the diplomatic front. Things are turning around here in Liberia. Taylor out Bryant in. No, I don't mean Kobe folks. The UN troops are here and the fighting has pretty much stopped. I talked to Weston yesterday saying after they send in the new monitoring team I want some time off. Africa is an interesting place but I think I've seen enough of this place in my Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1066242310235464912003-10-14T23:04:00.000-07:002003-10-15T11:25:10.020-07:00China goes to space!!!!
Today is a glorious day for the motherland. Yang Liwei you are my hero. Seriously, I can't imagine what it would be like to be him. For sure it's not sucking. I'm up in space sitting in a tiny capsule for 21 hours. Now I know he's not concentrating cuz he's already thinking about when he comes back and he's like a national hero. He's Armstrong, Shepard, Glenn, all wrappedBonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1065603079750089962003-10-08T01:51:00.000-07:002003-10-08T01:51:19.266-07:00Fallen - Sarah Mclachlan
Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1066242742772212002003-10-07T20:32:00.000-07:002003-10-15T11:35:12.653-07:00AHNOLD!!!!!!!!!!!
Davis has been terminated. Cruz has been vaporized. This is what the people need and it's what I've been saying all along. I knew he should have ran and I knew he would. You can check Brent's blog for verification of this. The spirit of the people will now be lifted. Things suck these days. The economy blows, there are no jobs, 15% of the people are out of work (yeah they say Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-1058939755616821762003-07-22T22:55:00.000-07:002003-07-22T22:55:55.393-07:00Chaos in Liberia
Fortunately for those of us at the consulate a squad of Marines have arrived to protect the citizens and staff here. Unfortunately the locals are being killed and I fear they will overrun the compound gates at any given moment. Locals have started piling dead bodies in front of the consulate in hopes that the US will send troops in to stabilize the region. All I know is get me Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-943058522003-05-13T20:22:00.000-07:002003-05-13T20:22:32.253-07:00Vincent - Don McLean
starry starry night, paint your palette blue and grey
look out on a summer's day with eyes that know the darkness in my soul
shadows on the hills, sketch the trees and the daffodils
catch the breeze and the winter chills, in colors on the snowy linen land
now i understand what you tried to say to me
how you suffered for you sanity how you tried to set them free
they would Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-940866982003-05-09T19:56:00.000-07:002003-05-09T19:56:44.760-07:00Wow talk about major suck. I've been stuck in a 10 day quarantine in Singapore since someone on the plane developed SARS like symptoms. At least the conditions over the last 10 days were pretty good. Well fed and watched alot of TV. Yes you know how I love TV. And the Singaporean room service ...let's just say it was excellent. Seems now I will return to the USA for a little break.
SClub7 - Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-934478452003-04-28T22:20:00.000-07:002003-04-28T22:20:53.540-07:00Arrived in Johannesburg today. Staying at the Sheraton and have a 10am meeting with my contact in the lobby..or was it the 10th floor lounge. Well, whatever. I'll figure it out. At least it's fairly decent here. Don't have constant fears about being hit by snipers or anything like that. I expect everything to go smoothly and I'll be on a commercial flight to Sydney. Haven't been there for a whileBonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-933863932003-04-28T00:32:00.000-07:002003-04-28T00:32:23.823-07:00Convoy Under Fire
Today I arrived in Congo, the place that used to be known as Zaire. This place is a total disaster. If I'm not mistaken the airport had pot holes in the runway. The streets
are dirt and mud and filled with trash, waste, dead bodies, and just all kind of stuff. Thank god we had embassy transportation. From what I've been told, taking a cab is a dangerous thing. Anyways, at leastBonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-933275932003-04-26T21:26:00.000-07:002003-04-26T21:26:51.036-07:00"No one likes to live with a saint cuz saints are boring."
Don't I know it. It's hard to be too perfect.
So anyways, it's actually Sunday at the moment I'm writing this blog. I'm in Lagos now doing personnel background checks for individuals stationed around the world in US embassies the undersecretary. Now my first impresion about Nigeria? This place is truly sucks. First you need all kinds ofBonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-930981902003-04-23T00:02:00.000-07:002003-04-23T00:02:14.766-07:00Ok here is the 2 week reminder to the Iraqi people. DUDE WE SAVED UR ASSES. Knock it off with the protests before you put yourself back into a crazed islamic state and fall into years of religious jihad.
Madonna...don't mess with the people on the Internet.
France..yes getting smart. Hans Blix..don't think so.
What's the deal with spam now. I just found out people were using my real email Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-929501622003-04-20T16:04:00.000-07:002003-04-20T16:04:25.623-07:00
"Dont Dream Its Over" (Divine Discontent)
here is freedom within, there is freedom without
Try to catch the deluge in a paper cup
There's a battle ahead, many battles are lost
But you'll never see the end of the road
While you're traveling with me
Hey now, hey now
Don't dream it's over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
We know they won't Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-929498832003-04-20T15:57:00.000-07:002003-04-20T15:57:26.733-07:00Why Georgia?
I am driving up 85 in the
Kind of morning that lasts all afternoon
just stuck inside the gloom
4 more exits to my apartment but
I am tempted to keep the car in drive
And leave it all behind
Cause I wonder sometimes
About the outcome
Of a still verdictless life
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Why Georgia, why?
I rent a room and I fill the spaces Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-929238042003-04-20T00:12:00.000-07:002003-04-20T00:12:42.233-07:00What's with these Iraqi idiots...been one week and now they want the US out. Yeah they sure learned to be little babies in a hurry. Those assholes fighting for power will mess up the country again. Then once Iraq goes into chaos the US will be blamed again. Do these Arab idiots realize a simple saying..don't bite the hand that feeds you or else next time you won't get anymore food.
We know Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-928233732003-04-17T22:57:00.000-07:002003-04-17T22:57:35.106-07:00So I was listening to the radio and I hear the song Reflections...you know by Christina Aguilera. Now I'm thinking, she was perfectly fine when she was all cute and sexy..but noooo she didn't want to be a made up person. So instead now she's a fat and dark whore instead of a cute clean hottie. Geez..is that who you really are? Bet she could have been just as successful if not more..but you never Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-927027142003-04-16T00:28:00.000-07:002003-04-16T00:28:33.140-07:00More updates...
Actually I'm going to digress from the usual war stuff and go a little bit off topic. So this week Sean Penn got his car stolen and inside were 2 loaded handguns. Seems Seannyboy had a concealed weapons permit. Mr. I am so against the war keeps 2 concealed handguns. Gee...probably to protect his sorry ass. Geez Sean, if you didn't piss people off so much you might not need those Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-924564622003-04-11T16:14:00.000-07:002003-04-11T16:14:39.280-07:00From the state department...not good
"Any individual in China, including foreigners, who displays SARS-like symptoms will be sent to a hospital designated for SARS patients until the contagious phase has passed," the travel warning said.
"The patient cannot be visited by his/her own doctor, by family members, or by U.S. consular officials. Medical evacuation by air from China currently cannot Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-923228412003-04-09T16:41:00.000-07:002003-04-09T16:41:02.873-07:00"We discovered that all what the (Iraqi) information minister was saying was all lies," said Ali Hassan, a government employee in Cairo. "Now no one believes Al-Jazeera anymore."
In a live report from Baghdad, correspondent Shaker Hamed of Abu Dhabi Television said: "We are all in shock. How did things come to such an end? How did U.S. tanks enter the center of the city? Where is the resistanceBonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-923200542003-04-09T15:46:00.000-07:002003-04-09T15:46:52.450-07:00Iraq U.N. ambassador: "The game is over. I hope the peace will prevail"
I really don't know why WE are protesting against this " immoral" war. The people in Iraq are chanting "Love Bush" and people the USA are protesting the war and chanting "Hate Bush?" Protesting the gift of freedom? Yeah, I want to see you protestors go over to Iraq and take that freedom away now. What is the cost of freedomBonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-923078112003-04-09T12:05:00.000-07:002003-04-09T12:08:32.000-07:00Ahahaah I just saw the funniest thing on tv. A bunch of Iraqis were holding up an American flag with Stallone as Rocky on the flag and some guy kisses the flag and kisses Stallone.
SARS. China is still lying about SARS. In Time Magazine, a doctor has written and signed a statement declaring there are at least 60 SARS cases in Beijing, far more than the 17 claimed. They need to be serious and Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-923073352003-04-09T11:57:00.000-07:002003-04-09T11:57:45.746-07:00Journalists...
Yesterday a few died after claiming the US fired on the hotel they were at. Today they say it was probably an Iraqi tank. Regardless, here is what I say. Hey idiots, you are in a war zone. Shit happens. Did your mommy not teach you that in common sense 101? It's as if the reporters think they are protected by wearing clothes that have the world "press" on them. Like some invisibleBonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-923045802003-04-09T11:08:00.000-07:002003-04-09T11:08:27.576-07:00Ok let's review.
Turkey: Oops
Syria: letting Iraqi leaders escape to your country...do you have a death wish?
Russia: Oops
France: Oops
Germany: Oops
Iran: behave
N. Korea: really behave
China: wishes they were the US
Saddam: Knows that Bush means what he says
Saddam statue in downtown Baghdad: why is everyone beating me with their shoes?
Iraqi Info Minister: beyond delusional
UN: we all know Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-918663932003-04-02T13:01:00.000-08:002003-04-02T13:01:19.670-08:00So all along our commie bastards friends in Russia are selling arms to Iraq throughout the 90s. I have an idea to take care of this security council mess. The permanent members are pretty much those countries with strong military might and the ability to deliver them...nukes. Well, why don't we start taking out their nukes and remove them. Russia is pretty insignificant. Their economy is the sizeBonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-917612632003-03-31T22:23:00.000-08:002003-03-31T22:23:52.513-08:00Oh read the special issue of Time Magazine on the Gulf War...good stuff.Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-917611542003-03-31T22:20:00.000-08:002003-03-31T22:20:20.966-08:00Ok, seems we're stuck on a couple topics lately. The war and SARS.
It seems that really the British back in the turn of the century, are the root cause of the ethnic conflicts in the Middle East given their division of the territories. It seems that people all around the world have forgotten their history. The Arabs have forgotten it, the French have forgotten it, and the Americans, well we Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-913970862003-03-25T22:46:00.000-08:002003-03-25T22:46:22.420-08:00Here's a good point made on ABC News...people simply don't understand war and real-time reporting of war is really a bad idea. We just see a frame but not a big picture. Might see a fire from 2 feet away appearing big yet the battlefield is the size of a football field. The picture is accurate yet doesn't tell the truth.
You see one convoy ambushed and take losses...say 50 troops, yet 200,000 Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-912690502003-03-24T00:36:00.000-08:002003-03-24T00:51:41.000-08:00About 12:30 am or so..just heard Saddam on TV, live feed from Iraq....seems taped, cut and edited, no specific references to anything. Especially to the last few key events in the last few days. Good chance that Saddam is dead.
Let me give you quick rundown of his speech..."I am Saddam, gift from Allah. Fight for Allah and you shall be rewarded. Defend the homeland for Allah and for the jihad..Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-912608952003-03-23T20:58:00.000-08:002003-03-23T20:58:37.420-08:00SHAME ON YOU Michael Moore. Hey guess what Mike? You're nobody. You're an entertainer...the world wouldn't miss you at all. Unlike the leaders and troops that fight for the freedom you enjoy to speak your ignorant mind on stage in front of millions and making more ignorant people misinformed. You are the real criminal. SHAME ON YOU.
Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-912528972003-03-23T18:18:00.000-08:002003-03-23T18:18:36.966-08:00
Why is it that anti-war demonstrations for peace, always require a large police presence costing tons of money but pro-war demonstrations dont require any police? And 911 lines are jammed by people fearing that the anti-war protestors will cause mayhem and violence?
Just as 90% of all people in the Middle East love America, most people in America support the troops and the war. What we see on Bonoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5184190.post-911436292003-03-21T12:38:00.000-08:002003-03-21T12:38:41.840-08:00Let me get this right..Americans and British go in and liberate Iraq but France says they want to play a role in the aftermath? How about "NO FREAKING WAY."Bonoreply@blogger.com0